A boyfriend

I love to talk to you.

ok,then I found actually we should have better be friends together ;)
It seems better to handle and carry on...
It's like so comfortable and warm.
thank you,because you bring me to way too much in such so meaningful and joyful ..
I'm lovin it.

no matter how u think,wht u feel,I don't mind.
I've no will to be minded.

maybe its truth u have been living in this way or facing like this to every girls.
fair enough. this is your soul.

your beautiful soul.

you will always be my lovely handsome happy spirit.

thanks !

Past is past...

It's raining outside, cats and dogs.
I'm alone in the bedroom...breathing the air,tasting the tears.
I've never know my life would suck like this because of a boy.
I wonder why would I do this to myself and keep touchering like a sorry looking girl.
I used to confidence right?

It's a little too over myself...
Like he promised,said,teased,I donno...
And have no idea..where has the smart girl been ?

Shouldn't have trusted him,
he might not lie to me but he might leave one day.
Invisible one day,

There're some said, "you cannot change him until one day he has became another 1 then it's time for him to fly away".
yea~he has got some new fun,new games,why not?

I keep pushing everythings but aint got no limit for myself,and I was the one who lying down,deep fell over and over again.

Now,go ahead,I don't wanna cry for you anymore.

现在我已经知道了，但是我已经伤痕累累。

原来，我高估了我自己……
我不能阻止他去认识别的女生，我只可以阻止自己爱上他。
就因为你是那个闪闪发亮的星星，让我无法靠近你。
你有你要的美好人生，我会寻找我所要的。
开心……为什么总是离我那么远！！！

心情超级低落

现在的我只能习惯
毕竟我的生活里不再是一个人
不能太自私
加油吧(^_−)−☆

Feeling

Sometimes I wish you could walk into my heart and listen to what it says.

我们

今天我鼓起勇气打给你，你的问候，让我很悲伤……
当你关心我的时候，我在掉眼泪……
你问我：怎么啊？
我很喜欢听你的声音。
可是，我哭的时候，你的承诺又去了哪里呢？
你每次说:等一下打回给你，却永远等不到你的电话。
就算，我们已经不是男女朋友了……
就算，你已经不再爱我了……
至少，你……
可以……
送我一个很普通……
很普通的关心吧……
毕竟……
我们在一起过……
不是很久……
也不是很短的日子……
那些日子……
我们曾经相爱过……
付出过……
拥有过……
我的小小的心愿……
从今以后……
我只希望我可以过得比你好！
这样我才不会自卑……
你不知道，那一次……
下大雨，我闯车……
我是多么的不开心多么的难过，你竟然大声的跟那个人说……有什么事找我……
不关她的事……她没有看到，你还很关心我
我知道……
可是，是爱还是不爱……
我分不清……
只可以说，我们是没有可能的。
我们只可以用句号来形容……
我们不能在一起，我还是一样爱你。

It's faith....

Sometimes I think...

Sometimes I wonder....

What's the point being a good girl n all?

In the end...

Ppl would not believe in you...

They misjudge you...


They accuse n blame u on something without even bother telling you wat it is...or try to listen nor get any explanation from you....

They immediately judge you from wat they see...

But not from the person itself...


Its hurts alot when you know u are innocent but people is still madly accusing you...blaming you on something which you never ever did...

It even hurts when you know it was the closet person around you that accused you...

Blame you...

Don't believe in you...


Friends...

Family...

Lovers..

EVERYONE....


Perhaps this is my faith...

Perhaps this the karma I get from my past life...

It's my destiny to be accused and blamed by people...

By the people you once loved n trust...


It's not the first time things like tat happen to me...

Since young....

I was accused n blamed ALWAYS...

The pain..

The suffer I had all these long...

No one will ever know...

No one will ever understand...


Just imagine...

Somebody accuse you on something you didn't even do and u have to FORCE yourself to admit it just for the sake of stopping all the scolding n more misunderstanding ?!!

Have you?

I faced such problems since I was like 9?

I will never forget those moments I was blamed n accused....

The pain...

The wound...

Had turn to a big scar deep down in my heart....


Why....??

Why I have to get such punishment...?

Why people have to treat me like this...?

Why accused...?

Why blame...?

Or this is a sign to let me know that I shouldn't be a good girl after all...??


Perhaps I should start blaming n accuse someone too..?

Or perhaps I'll just be a bad girl and let everyone say about it...?

Blame n accuse me about everything...

At least it's true...

They doesn't want to listen or get any explanation from you after all....


Sad?

Yes...


Pain?

Yes...


Disappointment?

Yes....


What to do..?

Perhaps it's really my faith to be accused n blamed my whole life...


Like always...

I can do nothing....

Nobody cares after all...


The pain n suffer of being blamed n accused...

Had become part of my living...

Part of my life...

当他不爱你的时候，请选择放弃。

因为你无法得到他，放弃就让回忆得到了他。爱上一个不爱自己 的人会很累。或许你不知道，被一个自己不爱的人爱着也会很累。因为你的爱对他而言是一种负担。你的爱，是火焰，他不敢拥抱。你的爱，会让他恐慌，让他逃 避。所以你应该站在对方的立场来思考对方的感受。

放开他吧，勉强来的爱是不会幸福的。让他自由快乐的同时，也要让自己自由。尽管不快乐。让他幸福地微笑。让自己微笑着流泪。

拿得起放得下

有着太多的“ 执着”，岂是说放下就能放得下的！
如果一个人真能够做到“拿得起，放得下”， ...
就称得上是幸福的人生了。
能不能很快调整好自己的心态？
任何东西只要能拿得起,就可以放得下!
错了！
除了感情以外，其它东西都可以拿得起放得下 ...
左思右想, 舍不得放不下眼前自己所拥有的一切？
带着你眼前所拥有的一切去受苦吧！

How i wish...

How I wish I was not that lonely...

How I wish if I'm given more attention...

How I wish to be that happy girl again......

How I wish......

我对你，只有放弃，没有忘记。我唯一没有做好的事，就是说了"我愛你"。

我把爱给了不该爱上的他
最后留下伤痛给了我自己
还记得当初是我说过的，我只是喜欢他而已。
可是如今这而已却已变味。
是爱吗?我不想知道。
我不想爱上他，因为这只会让一切变的更危险。
希望我不曾遇见他。
也许我们就是有缘无分，
才会擦肩而过。
累了，我真的累了……
可能是注定的。
所以我要把他从我的世界里搬出来了。
很想说：为什么我一直看到你！

I miss the smile, I miss the laughter, I miss who he used to be....

He has no idea what goes on through
 her mind.

She's so good at pretending and 
he will never know how many tears are 
fallen each night for him.

Nor the endless 
hours that she wastes thinking maybe....

Just maybe....

Sometimes I wished you really know how I feel deep inside.....